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trade and the food is not organic, there are not a handful of twenty-somethings on the corner,but rather a mother and her three children, and the sunlight does not beam through large loft windows. The two worlds are colliding into one another, yet the inhabitants do not mingle. One East Williamsburg resident said, " Most of the hipsters I know only go to Broadway to get cheap cigarettes."The bus takes about two hours to arrive at the Port Authority from Mount Pocono. On a normal morning the bus is full, and we arrive on time. Today we arrive ten minutes early. It’s Presidents’ Day and I’m weary and disoriented as the classical music stirs through the mid morning throng. I waver about getting food before deciding to reward myself when I arrive at the end of the blue line. Today I’m taking the downtown A train to see what is at the end of the line in Faraway Rockaway. I aim to compare the terrain to fever dreams I used to have of outlying New York transmuting into dirt road suburbs, secret territories sectioned off by drawbridges and steam trains and unnamed beaches.
On the subway map the Rockaway Peninsula evokes an impossible distance (that is, unless you live there). The distance of Far Rockaway from anything I was familiar with incidentally gave away to new agendas. I would spend the whole day commuting by bus, train, foot and reverse. I would stretch my borders as a one man transit authority. However, there was also the curious challenge of what to do once there at Far Rockaway.
The A train is mostly empty by 10:30 am. I take a seat by the window and monitor the etiquette of my fellow passengers. Dropped gloves and other fallen articles are given back to their owners by an instinctive kindness of strangers. Two girls with pretty brown skin talk comfortably about the much ado about boys in their lives. One girl departs at Broadway Junction while the other stays for the remainder, plugging her ears with small, white buds. I sip my orange flavored vial of liquid energy. Staring into the darkness of the A train caverns, I feel the liquid burn inside my arms and legs leaving a remote euphoria as I consider the pleasure of going to unknown places just to go. I take pleasure at being a discreet, unknowable probe in places poised to dust away my foot prints as if I never happened. The pleasure in this foray is the politest kind of voyeurism. I will not know intimately the details of any one person’s life in Faraway Rockaway. But I will know how blue the beach water looks against the coast colored a hue of bone from the snow and the metal rails on the boardwalk void of pedestrians.
The train emerges from the ground after the Grant Av. stop in Queens. Suburbs caked in snow leave little to the imagination. Passing baseball diamonds and playgrounds are rendered sheets of white sometimes interrupted by thick grey strips of highway cramped with cars made dull by the winter sun’s lunch hour blight. The passing landscape is nothing extraordinary yet freshened by its freshness to the novice. I’m hopping from side to side of the subway car taking pictures, feeling soothed by the fake shudder sound as I capture nondescript images of snow covered New York suburbs. I thrill when the train passes over water, and then shudder at the dark musing of a drowned subway train in the narrow, freezing bay. My mind wanders back to the half crumpled docks connected to withered, paint-chipped homes. I eye the big white planes drifting sullenly into JFK like origami swans scrolling through stray, blue afterthoughts of sky. The air feels heavy and dull as the train closes in on its next and last stop—Mott Ave.
The pedestrian traffic around the subway station is pleasant and bubbly despite the looming drabness of project housing a few blocks east. Children lag about in front of grocery stores. Police officers patrol the corners, give high fives to kids, and make little fuss at midday. I pass the mainstay businesses of low income neighborhoods—Chinese food to-go, USA fried chicken, Laundromats with racing arcade games and crane machines.
I walk to the beach to catch the blue/gray winter view. The water is a rich azure dotted by land and sea with seagulls cluttered in their own packed clubs. A summer food stand is smashed in and covered with graffiti close to where one project begins. The two men loitering there make me nervous, and I avoid aiming my camera at them.
I eat lunch at the Corner Donut Shop in front of the subway station. The waitress is a curvy Hispanic girl who will ask familiar customers about their kids and mention her own. She will speak Spanish to all the Spanish-speaking customers. I order a bacon cheeseburger deluxe and strawberry milkshake. The food is good, but I regret eating so much. I feel like I’m going to die when I get back on the train. I fall asleep against the window in a dazed vertigo from the hour and a half trek back to Manhattan. I look at the skyscrapers from the train before returning to the underground. I think about the unwalkable distance in between the two worlds and how this disparity travels further than mere distance. I feel sick. I don’t know what I’ll say to you. I don’t know what I’ll say I saw, or if you’ll believe me when I do.
Ever wonder what’s really inside these food-carts that New Yorkers are so fond of?
“With the chaos and rush hours of a long work day in the city, these food cart vendors are not only close and convenient but their food isn’t that bad,” says Marian Whitney resident of
Department of Health and Mental Hygiene issues as many as 3,100 licenses for mobile food units. I’ve always subconsciously wondered how the vendors are actually reviewed or if they’re even inspected. I’ve only recently discovered that my subliminal desire emerged and transformed into this intense yearning to find out due to an unfortunate incident. It wasn’t a week ago that my purchase for Chicken over Rice at a food-cart was regurgitated within two hours of my digesting it. My research has confirmed that I am not the only one who’s experienced such a disturbance as this. Apparently 10 out of the 10 people I’ve surveyed has suffered and experienced the same occurrence as I, from the result of naively believing these food-vendors serve anything remotely edible.
In my attempt to investigate and collect some sort of incriminating evidence against these soiled repulsive food-carts, I came in contact with a



Entering the Guggenheim on Persident's Day there were dozens of people walking and talking along the rotundas devoid of any paintings, installations, sculptures, or photographs. Museumgoers were engaging not with traditional art, but with conversation, which also allows for people to appreciate Frank Lloyd Wright's innovative structure. In Tino Sehgal's "This Progress" different performers, or “interpreters,“ approach people with questions and thoughts as they walk up the rotundas. Although it sounds kind of odd, the performers have been trained to make these short and thought-provoking conversations seamless. As my friends and I ascended the ramp, a young girl looks on and then approaches and says, “Can I ask you question?”
Tatiana, 11, cheerfully asks, “What is progress?” Catching us by storm, one of us comes up with a general answer. As Tatiana skips along the empty museum she asks for example after example. As we walk thinking and scrambling for answers, we are approached by a young man, Jake. Tatiana greets him and says, “I was told that progress is a gradual change. Like when a seed becomes a flower and when a person matures.”
Jake flows with this idea of maturity and engages us with an anecdote of how he enjoys doing things that please his inner 6-year-old. He doesn’t allow for the three of us to merely listen, he steers the conversation so there's a flow and ease as we walk. As we are approaching a conclusion that there has to be a balance between following basic norms and cultivating individuality, a man in his forties introduces a blog in which individuals advocate and propose laws. Jake slowly drifts away and our new "interpreter" asks how we would go about making an active change. And as our conversation continues he allows us to pause and think, to babble, and to share our understandings. We are than approached by Barabara, an older woman, who talks about her creative granddaughter and limiting son. Barbara engages us with funny stories that highlight her granddaughter’s imagination and smoothly transitions the conversation to our own habits and contemplations on the molding of people.
Then almost unfortunately she informed us that there was an exhibit to the right and coolly said, “This is Tino Sehgal’s ‘This Progress.’” We didn’t rush to see the exhibit instead we looked over the top to see how the slow-motion, embracing couple on the floor were holding up. Another creation piece by the German artist, Sehgal named the “The Kiss.”
They roll and stand, kiss and cuddle, touch and feel in an empty space surrounded by those who watch and those who ignore. “I thought they were a random couple,” says Omari Thompson, 20, “usually they’ll be a placard or something to explain.” He felt having them there was odd yet bedazzling.
Carl Muller, an employee of the Guggenheim for the past 15 years, explained that there are three pairs every three hours. “People are allowed to go as close to the performers as they want,” Muller explains, “as long as they don’t interfere.” He also mentions that “This Kiss” is on loan from MoMa and they have to follow strict regulations for it not to be documented. Danielle Stein, reported for W magazine that Sehgal has "about five legal stipulations of the purchase: that the work be installed only by someone whom Sehgal himself has authorized via training and prior collaboration; that the people enacting the piece be paid an agreed-upon minimum; that the work be shown over a minimum period of six weeks (in order to avoid seeming more like a theatrical event than an art exhibition); that the piece not be photographed; and that if the buyer resells the work, he does so with this same oral contract." Muller tries to enforce the restrictions as much as he can throughout the museum, but it was obvious that everybody was sneakily angling their camera phones towards the center of the ground floor. This does not change Sehgal's main intention, which is for participants to leave with a dynamic experience that is irreproducible.
“Contemplating the Void” is an exhibit that showcases the 250 submissions from artists around the world on ideas of how to commemorate the 50th anniversary of the museum. They chose to empty the rotundas for the first time, which brings significance to the museum itself. Instead of going through the Guggenheim with a mental checklist it has people engage and recognize the magnificent space. This exhibit showcases that although the spiraling rotundas may be void materialistically it has the power with the guidance of Sehgal's work to captivate.
Tino Sehgal at the Guggenheim till March 10th.

*Photos (Guggenheim skylight and Tino Sehgal) : Creative Commons

What’s a snow day without a walk outside? Relaxing, that’s what. But probably not as fun… I geared up Wednesday to face “Snowmageddon,” the storm sequence that brutally assaulted the majority of the East Coast this past week, leaving New York with between 10 and 15 inches of snow (depending on the borough). Day off, ton of snow, and camera in hand, I set out to capture some of Brooklyn’s blizzard-y behavior.
I hadn’t been out of the house for more than a minute when Prospect Heights resident Colin McGrath sped down the sidewalk– on skis. Clearly this needed documentation. "Can we do an action shot?" Colin suggested with a smirk, and I was more than happy to oblige.
I trudged through the snow-filled sidewalks (a bit less prepared than Colin) and quickly sought refuge in one of Prospect Park's pedestrian tunnels. There I met Tori, who was taking time out of the direct snow to practice her juggling, of snowballs, which was pretty damn impressive. "I learned how when I lived in San Francisco, it's huge there," Tori explained with a smile, still weaving the ice chunks in the air.
Then, braving the elements, I entered the park, by now a sledder and snowman’s paradise. At this point, my camera was in dire need of some tlc (drenched, snow clumped, battery dying) so I snagged a few shots of what felt like the world’s largest snowman and attempted to go directly home. Forty minutes of waddling around the park searching for landmarks later, I finally found an exit. Next stop (another forty minutes away): couch, beer, blanket. You might expect the most impressive snow day escapade I encountered came to me, as I was trying to tune out the blizzard. I put The Pixies on pause, sat on my windowsill, and got an aerial shot of this epic snowball fight on Underhill Avenue. Here’s a mashup of these bits of footage I got. And please, remind me to stay in next snowpacolypse, snowmageddon, or snowperbowl. . .